2013 at it’s peak 2012 near its end
So it’s coming to the peak of the new year 2013 an it’s the first new year celebration im alone without a partner (boyfriend) an thinking about it an having couples constantly around me an living with them is heart breaking as hell. Living at home an being the oldest was easy cos I didn’t have to come home to couples being around me 24/7 besides my parents but that was different. An now I feel like shit an upset with alot of mixed emotions an don’t know what to do with it but keep it locked away an bottled up inside of me. This is so frustrating because its nearly the new year an it’s meant to be refreshing not upsetting -_-
